The Big Dramas

I'm blank!!!!!!!!!!

I can't believe this could be happen and all of us just open mouthed looked to each other 'dissapointing'. All our hard works didn't paid off with anything, moreover a glory whose all of us were expected so much.

I know that plenty of people put all their big hope on to his shoulders and he himself was really want to repeat his succesfull date before in that same soil. That the only sense of reason why he push himself too much, over to his limit..........................................  

And he did a silly mistake, he slipped and fell--more unlucky when nobody came to help him, and he needs to paid too expensive. But he didn't given up, he battled back to earn some standing, shown his fighting spirit whose I nearly forgot how it was, cause too long already he never acted bravely like that.

He shown his class, He prove if he is still special. He didn't want to make any mistake while he still want to secure his seat, secure  his own pride and above all, he never want to down everybody in his pit box, he never want it, never. Right after they help him to dominated for whole weekend.

He has sort of made up for fought back, and become a man of the track on that date. A bit small comfort for everyone hom he as dissapointed. But what can we do??????????

Nothing, we can't do anything but eccept, he already did his best to recover it. So we just trying to remain, to cooling down, looked the positive side despite our disaster.

Nobody will understand how upset he was, no apologises enough to show his huge remorse

Then.............................................

When he finised all of his bussines and came to see me, he said nothing, just gave me a weak bitter smile. I raised my eyes to look at his sad dark brown eyes. At the moment I had nothing occured in my mind, so I just spread my hands and I hug him........................

I hug him, trying to comfort and put a lot of unsaid things in to. That is the only I  can do for him,

All Iwant are,,,,,,,,

He knows if I'll alays there for him. If I never demand him for anything. If I'll always on his side whatever his condition. Hardly to find a way to cheer him, to decrese a bit his disappointment.

It were big drama we had been through, and unfortunatly we were part of it, I really looking forward for the next round to trying  to make it up before the things goes even far away from our hands.............................................