Dreamed

There's must be some odds when I started imagine if you're mine. But I just feel that is as same real as my own life right now. Sometime I thought if I already out of my mind, everywhere, everytime just think about non exist stuff. dreaming the thing who look like impossible. But here I am, and this is who work to me, dreamed.
You know, my brain just flying so high leaved the flesh far down away and I can't reached back down.
There some moment when I somewhat remorse with my brain work.
Why I so clever, or
Why I so knowlegable, or
Why I'm so bookholic, make me know everything nice in the other place arround this space
Why I really like with racing, who make me know you, dream about you, andI build my best hope to be part of your life, your race...............
Why must be you?
Why not the other guy who I expect I'll love with all my heart
I didn't have those answers yet
You mess my life up already,
And don't think it would be fine if we just leaving to each other,
Cause, as we both know, we can ignoring one to the other but not with other people arround us, They will taking charge when we did not bother to each other, and everything become much more complicated than was
That's the reason, why I would prefer leaving when you get whatever you wish and I'll stay when you need sombody to share together
The best way we have,I think...........................