A new year has come, it supposed to mean that one year passed by and another year comes in.
Goodbye 2009 and welcome2010.
Preview about my previous year, there has so many things happened, good one, sadness, guilt and the most of things is I'm pretty realized that my life had changed so much!!!!
I'm already become somebody who I have been dreamed for so long but never expected to happen. Somebody who really need to grown even stronger than I did before. Somebody who knowingly can lose ones very dearly any moment but still need to have some courageous to accompany and staying, just like accompany somebody to facing the death. Yeah, I take for granted that everything has a cost.
Then, no regret at all when the whole holiday plan had changed, cause his health and physical recovery is the most important thing compare with, 'just--incredible or ordinary instead--crhristmas and new year holiday'and my first to be honest.
So! we're staying at home, spending time simply with talking about our self, our dreams, our next plan, other possibilities and doin our hobbies who never thouched when our crush time comin to take their turn. Nice to be disconnected with the whole things for a while and trying to get better when everything comes in, then.
Feeling knowing and seeing, if I still have my own normal life is not bad, and really feeling glad when it come back to me.
Yeah, pretty good anyway.
Even though sometime I think, what better my old life, silent, easy goin, and I have privacy who I missed the most right now. Compare with things I've in this time, love, new families, new friends,new experiences, travels, and everything that I had learned and made me so much stronger than before.
This is my way, my steps and i think I want to steps still, as long as I could and as Long as
